I see stupid people...

WHOA BUDDY!!!! Long time, no write!!!! Ahhh...I like it that way though. Everytime I update, I am that much closer to my projected graduation of May '07. We shall see if I am on time.

Hmmm what's been goin on? I moved into my apartment...or shall I say sauna. My roomate seems to be phobic of the AC. But the pool is pretty kick ass and the complex usually hosts free catered keggers. I have two new loves in my life: my boyfriend, Eddie; and my new cat, Nemo. Eddie and I are going on three months of bliss; and since we've been together I have learned so much about myself, others, my school, my family, catholicism, swimming, well, everything. Nemo is a crazy kitty. He's soft, fat, and black. Bubba likes him, but Snuffles has been planning Nemo's death ever since he moved into Snuffles' domain. I also have an acrobatic hamster, Gus. He's a crazy fluff ball. And Spike the Beta, well, he won't die. He'll be five this June. I've finished almost all my basics and my minor. I'm edging on full blown major courses. This semester I am only taking 16 hours and with just that, I have around three hours of homework a night! Das ist Scheisser!! But all this studyin isn't for nothin. I'm lookin at internships around D.c. and Manhattan. Apparently the East Coast has fantastic networking for Advertising persons. But I'm just not ready to make the move right now. Well that's about it right now!!! Thank you Sarah "Mothafukin" Pauley for commenting me and making me realize that I haven't updated in months! DOH!

So my best friend moved away to California on Monday. It's a very bittersweet time. She's worked very hard for this and earned it. She'll be goin to school for pre-med there. I'm so happy for her but I'm already longing for her and it hasn't even been a week since she left. I know that whenever she and I have split up in the past ONE of us...sometimes both of us...have gotten into trouble in someway. But I just know that one day she'll have a practice in Los Angeles and I'll be an ad exec in New York and we'll be taking vacations to the Bahamas together. Miss her much.

I move back to San Marcos in less than two weeks. I'm so excited. Hopefully I'll never have to live with my parents again. I love them dearly, but I'm ready to grow up. And if I ever need to...I'll come back. But I can't wait to see what this year has in store and I'm ready for a change in any aspect of my life.

Food for thought: I read a quote off of a starbuck's cup that read something to the extent of Sunrises are a sign of hope. That the morning light provides hope that you have made it to another glorious day. Well, I found it uplifting. Chao!!!

I've got a cubbard with cans of food, filtered water and pictures of you and I'm not comming out until this is all over. And I'm looking through the glass where the light bends at the cracks and I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, pretending the echoes belong to someone...someone i used to know.
-The Postal Service

GO SPURS GO!!!







The playoffs are consuming my life!!!

Well I'm back home. Back to work. Five days a week, eight plus hours a day. I've been doing swell. I had a little break up but I'm over the worst. I'm kinda glad to be home and kind of not. Some of the benefits are that I'm working all the time (this = money), I get to sunbathe on my trampolene, I got my nails done, I got my hair done, and I've been working out every day and I already SEE a difference!! I think I'm on track. I just can't wait for my Hawaii trip (and my birthday) to come around...by then I'll be so close to moving back and into my apartment! Well I just wanted to bull shit for a sec. Later!!!

P.S.
I hate the sonics, esp. Jerome James and the pig-tail guy!! i hate the pig tail guy!!! Plus those refs sucked hard core!!!

You're about as mysterious to me as a clogged toilet is to a plumber...reason why you did what you did, who gives a fuck.

This ain't nothin but a heartbreak town, square people in a world that's round and they watch you dancin' without a sound...it ain't nothin, no nothin. You take your number and you stand in line, and they watch to see how high you're gonna climb. Pat on the back, better luck next time, this ain't nothin, no nothin but a heartbreak town.

as of this weekend, i have no life.

If I would have known that you already want to marry another girl, I would not have gotten myself into this situation.

He's cute
He's nice
He's smart
He's funny
He's cuddly
He's fun
He's a republican


We play beer pong together and sleep in the same bed.

Real gangsta ass niggahs don't flex nuts, cause real gangsta ass niggahs know they got em

Work got cancelled today. Something weird happened with the landlines and cell phones at our school. Weird. Nothing has really happened since spring break. Sometimes I like it when things are so calm like this. I have a huge advertising project due next week but I also have a group of four to work with...so it can't be that bad.

I'm going home this weekend. It's Easter. The question is whether I should hang out here Friday night. There won't be a lot of people here though. That may not be good. Sometimes I feel like a hamster in a cage. I run around my room all day, sometimes I'll let myself out and got into my ball (my car) and eat. The coolest people I know could call me with the funnest things to do, and I'll say no. Then I'll return to my cage and accomplish absolutely nothing.

The thought for the day is: People are really weird...if you let them be.

Godfather the movie rocks my world

Wow! It's been a damn long time since I've updated!!!

Last night I got back in town from San Francisco! San Francisco is a weird place (not to mention how dizzy it made me) and let me tel you why: (keep in mind this trip was planned last minute and I had no idea what to expect)
It's like someone said...let's take a whole bunch of gay people, chinese people, and homeless people and let's put them in a bunch of hills, add some trollies and shops and call it San Francisco.

Of course there's a lot more to it than that.

I'm the type that when I see homeless people it breaks my heart, but sometimes it even scares me. But at this place, every two seconds some bum is in your face asking you for change. I was ready to slap them.

My dad got this brilliant idea to ride bikes across the golden gate bridge...ummmm. As you know, I'm a nervous person who panics all the time. I hadn't ridden a bike in years. It was an 18 mile bike ride on busy streets with cars honking at me a people all around me. I was really freakin out the whole time. BUT I did it, and I couldn't sit on my ass the next day.

My favorite part of the trip was Alcatraz. If you go anywhere in San Francisco, you need to check this place out. I've always been facinated by our violent society and criminals and the prison system. THIS PLACE IS COOL! It's REALLY creepy...think about it, it's an abandoned prison where they used to house the worst of the worst. Basically, it was a prison within the prisons. I got to see Al Capone's cell and Robert 'The Birdman' Strout's cell. I got to go into solitary confinement (lord have mercy!) and I got to sit in jail cells. I took a tour and all that too. It was a very interesting experience and I will never forget it.

My OTHER favorite memory was waking up on the plane to MC Hammer. He was sitting next to my brother and my brother was talkin to him. WEIRD!!! Hammer time!!

The shopping is pretty cool there. They have almost the same stuff as anywhere else just in huge stores. The weather is GREAT!!! The restaraunts were fabulous...some of the best food I've ever eaten. The hotel was VERY nice and posh. I'd probably visit there again..but it's not my favorite part of California.

You scored 70% Water
You may feel Water's influence in your birth chart, since you certainly feel it in your daily life -- you're sensitive, emotional and deep, possessed of a poetic and romantic nature. If your man is a Water Sign as well -- a Cancer, a Scorpio or a Pisces -- you're probably a great match, since you share an intuitive connection and you both have compassionate, understanding natures! If he's an Earth Sign -- a Taurus, a Virgo or a Capricorn -- he loves you for your deeply emotional nature, and loves to provide you with the grounding influence you need. If he's a Fire or an Air Sign, yours may not have been the most natural or immediate of connections -- which isn't to say it can't work between you. If he's an Aries, a Leo or a Sagittarius, he might find you a bit too clingy and sensitive for his tastes; if he's a Gemini, a Libra or an Aquarius, he might be a bit put off or intimidated by the emotional way in which you approach the world.


You scored 30% Earth
You approach life in an Earthy way -- you're grounded, sensual, practical and reliable. Perhaps you have some Earth Signs in your birth chart. If your Mr. Perfect is an Earth Sign -- a Taurus, a Virgo or a Capricorn -- he's probably attracted to you for your dependability and loyalty, not to mention your utter sensuality. The Water Signs -- Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces -- also make great matches for Earth Signs; if your man is a Water Sign, he's a bit of an emotional dreamer who appreciates you for the way you provide him with a firm, steady base. If he's a Fire or an Air Sign, yours might be a case of "opposites attract"! If he's an Aries, a Leo or a Sagittarius, he might find your relaxed, sensual nature a bit too, well, relaxed; if he's a Gemini, a Libra or an Aquarius, he might be interested in something other than your witty repartee.

Who's Your Leading Man?
Now that you've answered some provocative questions about your preferences, it's time to reveal the identity of your leading man!



Quick-witted Mercury
Your leading man needs to be clever and smart as a whip; this type of guy has a personality that is ruled by Mercury, the planet of communication and mental abilities. Actors such as Matthew Broderick, John Cusack, Edward Norton and Ben Stiller are sharp, funny and quirky enough to hold their own with you! You're more attracted to actors who come across as intelligent and articulate than ones who get the most fashion spreads in magazines. By contributing his trademark wit and wisdom to his roles, the Mercury-influenced actor adds substance and dimension to his performances. And, let's face it, what could be hotter than an eloquent declaration of love or the ability to quote Shakespeare, Keats or Frost? Still, the Mercury Man is always chasing the next big idea or role, so you'll need to be creative and resourceful to hold his attention!

I'm so frustrated. Whatever happened to the good old days where a gentleman took a lady out on a date? Instead, all we have know are guys who call you at eleven on the weekends and want you to come get wasted at their frat brothers' house. The invitation is nice, really. However, a real man calls a lady the day before (at least) and asks her if she will join him on a date. I'm not asking for guys to spend money on me. Dates can be free. Let's go to your apartment, watch movies, and eat black olives. I don't think I'm asking for much.

"Sunday morning and I'm waking up
Can't even focus on my coffee cup.
Don't even know who's bed I'm in...
Where do I start, where do I begin."

Brinda: "A wasted shaved pussy...now that's some BULLSHIT!!!"

Knuck if you buck boy